Journals

I am very antsy about my upcoming operation. I spend time flitting between nervousness and excitement.  I recently returned to the gym and have been hitting the weights and treadmill hard. It definitely relaxes me a bit.

Getting myself in good shape is a good move before the operation. At the least, I’ll be in top physical form so the risks of surgery are further outweighed. Also, the slimmer I get, the better the new implants will look.

I just told my trainer at the gym – she’s a girl too – that I’m getting implants. We giggled about it a …

I am having my breast augmentation performed by Dr. Janice J. Meldives on Saturday, September 29th. I was originally scheduled for June 3rd but, due to complications, had to reschedule.

I know it’s still a few months but I’m both nervous and excited. I wish it happened as originally planned so that I’m over the anxiety of not-knowing by now.

Thanks to my doctor and her unwavering patience, I weathered the complication that led to my rescheduling. I want to talk about it here but am holding back. It’s too personal and all too uncomfortable.

My doctor said not to worry about it …